Self Mastery
One of the main things we are here to learn is self mastery. It is also one of those things that addicts struggle with most. If we were good at self mastery then we would not be addicts. I struggle with a few addictions but one in particular was pulling my strings today. It was also an eye opening experience. I allowed myself, to not just flirt with the line, but to put my foot over it. I knew what would happen if I did. I knew the damage that it could do and the confusion that it would cause, but I did it anyway because I wanted just a little bit of the old high. Having crossed the line, I met someone. I was debating if I wanted to partake of my addiction. Once I had crossed the line it looked so much more appealing. The person that I met said that it was okay, that I was a grown woman and that it was my choice to make. I mentioned how I was an addict and I shouldn't be there. This person told me that it was no big deal and th...